|holdn it dahn in say tahn
||[Feb. 8th, 2006|01:09 am]
|||||BEFORE YOU ACCUSE ME... - above the sky||]|
despite all the legal, and social negatives that have been around lately.
I have gotten two things that make my life better.
the new blade phone, and a 30g black video iPOD.
whats weird is, when looking at the two, together,
its like ones the little brother of the other, or they match or something.
I didnt even do it on purpose.
but it's tyte.
I like the new at all cost, the screamer's screaming is dank, and speaking of screaming I'm going to see ed gein, the numb12, and through the eyes of the dead on friday, I cant fucking wait.
and speaking of screaming again, my band records on monday.
whoever listens to it will like it, if you're open minded.
it's different than anything I've ever done before.
a couple of short noise songs, and then 4 or 5 full on decent lengthed songs.
every song has a distinct feel to it.
we're inspired by basically 3 bands.
numb12, btbam, and through the eys of the dead.
we have shows on march 18 at snaps and may 6th at some movie theatre.
I might not update my eljay for a week or so, I have a lot of things I need to take care of, responsibility wise.
other than that, life has been getting better, I miss some people's presence, but then realize what they did so I dont miss them.
its a paradox.
life is paradox right now.
this is the turning point in my life where I decide, do I so something rowdy (illegal), or do I do something normal (legal)...
I have proof of crimes commited against me lately. there will be justice.
I must gather myself and only be around those I completely trust.
goodbye and goodnight.